My love is always there for me
he's even in the air i breath
he's
my passion
he's my friend
he will be there till the end
I believe in his promises.
I believe in his lies.
I
believe in our happiness
side by side.
-Chibi Akutenshi
.::Days In The rain::.
The rain falls on my head
I can feel it.
Going through
my hair,
to the roots,
to my core.
I feel it in my core.
The rain.
The saddness.
Compel me into this
world
I know so well.
I wanna escape from.
I hear you speak soft upon my ear .
I turn, but, your not there.
It was so missleading.
A day in the rain.
Alone.
Will I always be alone?
Will there ever be a day,
when
you speak in my ear,
and I turn,
and for once you're still there.
Looking at me,
with big brown eye
pleading.
These days are so misleading.
These days alone in the rain.
-Chibi Akutenshi
.::Once Upon a Time::.
Once upon a time
when you were mine
we were together
it
was gonna be forever
once upon a time you were only mine
no one else
tender
is the rhine
when once upon a time you were mine
in castle high
now
I sigh
prevoked by my sad, you lied.
.::Joined As One::.
Two beings joined as one.
Two beings that love one another
so.
That is a wonderous thing.
Don't you think?
Two beings as one.
Two beings, yet the other strangles to get
away.
That is my sad past.
But now I'm to forget.
Thank him I shall a thousand times.
God must have forgiven me.
God
must not hate me.
Tell him how I love him a thousand times.
We've now joined as one.
-Chibi Akutenshi
.::Heaven Amoungst Hell::.
There is no heaven.
But I know there is a hell.
I live
on this hell.
It's something I can bearly take.
This hell...It was a big ass mistake.
You can't say it wasn't.
This
hell is hull of fighting.
This hell is also full of death.
How can you define it is beautiful amoung this?
-Chibi Akutenshi
.::Days Go By::.
Days go by
on my insides
i know you lied
as i cried
hard tears
i cried
you hurt
you're a devil
a devil in angel drag
days go by
as i sigh
wondering
what to do
i feel as if I'm without you
but you're here
sometimes you're here
with me
you never comfort anymore
I guess
you closed off that door.
-Chibi Akutenshi
.::Apples and Me::.
There are apples on the tree.
They are just like me.
Can
you see them?
Round and red.
They are just like me.
'Cept I'm dead inside and they are filla life.
I am dead
inside and hey are full of life.
-Chibi Akutenshi
.::Rose As Balck As Coal::.
Rose as black as coal.
A wonderous contradiction.
Beauty
where others could never see.
Pain where it's normal left hiden.
Rose as black as coal.
The rose does not know of
it's beauty.
It only strives to live.
And who can blame it?
But we gaze at it's beauty in awe.
It stricks our
very heart with delight.
Rose as black as coal.
-Chibi Akutenshi
.::It's Not::.
"It's not"
You could tell
You knew by my voice
Do you
still love me voice?
When it tells what I'd sooner keep
inside of me
locked away in it's secret vault.
where no
one can see
that's why no one sees me
i'm there with my dreams of you
it's always about you
easily seen by all
but ou right?
it's like me talking to you
explaining myself
in every poem
-Chibi Akutenshi
.::Love Me True::.
Do you love me true?
I'm alwyas thinking
of you
Do you love me true
even when I'm blue
even when i'm sad inside
and can't see you through
-Chibi Akutenshi
.::The City By The Sea::.
In a city by the sea
this is
where you killeth me.
this is where a die everyday
just to see you walk tihs way
to have you here with me
what
a treat it should be
to see your face mouth and ears
you are whom i hold this dear
this is where you killeth me.
in
this city by the sea.
-Chibi Akutenshi
.::And I hated ::.
i hated being in love
you could never
see my through
this morning dies away
i hated being in love with you.
-Chibi Akutenshi
.::Shouting Out::.
hear me now
six feet from the edge
tell
me how
i got away
someway somehow
i'll find a way
i'll see you
in everyway.
-Chibi Akutenshi
